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Remial Syndromes, Quirks, & Chronic Behavior

The toughest thing to understand about life is knowing you have a difficulty, which cannot be controlled or manipulated. Most people are diagnosed with psychological disorders, see therapist and physicians, or have some coping mechanism providing them "a way out," if you will. But for others, that are more intuitive & thoughtfully creative, the problem isn't a medical one. Yes, there's a possibility for a certain anxiety; but, in my experiences navigating this very esoteric life, the nature of 5his particular coping has more to do with finding strategic methods of development & acceptance, allowing one to continue his lifestyle. Personally, my journey has been about, first, trying to process the reality, that, I am psychologically different. Aside from my usual bouts with depression, I believe, I do have an alternative way of thinking and constructing patterns and memories, which accordingly help to keep my life consistent, or alter it. Moreover, it's

One More River to Cross

With every journey I take, I realize that nothing is for keeps. Today, was tough for me. Over the past several months, I have been experiencing and going through so many changes. I've had changes before, but I have always been so spiritually optimistic, that I take them on as challenges and attempt to make the best of a trivial situation. There has always been a disconnect with my thoughts, and what is reality. But, in my defense, I'm a terribly emotional person and I would be dead psychologically, if I saw things without my rose-colored glasses. I learned today, that my 9-month old Doberman Pinscher is dead. It was a hard decision to return to Texas, after the professional battles, economic losses, and emotional confrontations I've had here. But, I did it, because I was living with unstable circumstances and I didn't know how to save the dream. Seattle had become my home for the prior three years, and it was my dream to be there. Since, I was a kid and lived ther

This Is A Man's World, Queen! (c/o Regenia Phillips)

Interview Thank You Note: c/o Regenia Phillips of Collin College Pertaining to the interview (or lack thereof), I would like to pose a rebuttal; not a question, as you may have requested. It was pointless, I might say, to prompt only two questions regarding my previous experience(s), which were prevalent in the resume before you. I assume, in the 30 minutes I was late, you had ample time to read over my resume; assert your opinions; and, make haste over my prior experiences. I am terribly glad, that I had respect enough for you, to apologize for my tardiness. But, if my being late were a problem, maybe your e-mail response should not have been "no problem." I would have gladly not shown myself, if I had known a blatant show of conceit and ridicule were in-store for me. It is of no place, for a hiring party--much less, a woman-- to judge the experiences of a [man] individual with callous and apprehensive intent. What could you possibly know about the plights of a man: how